urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hahahillary hahahillary hahahillary 2008-03-11T19:27:04Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hahahillary:6425 2008-03-11T19:27:04Z 2008-03-11T19:27:04Z I love love love love love when the snow melts and goes away.<br /><br />I can't wait for all of the snow to be gone. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hahahillary:3747 2007-09-04T19:42:59Z 2007-09-04T19:42:59Z pink bullets get a last.fm fool.<br /><table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" border="0" class="lfmWidget90d92316c29aaa9ee8f815e63366878a" style="width: 184px;"><tbody><tr class="lfmHead"><td><a title="Top albums" href="http://www.last.fm/user/HillaryLakkk/charts/" target="_blank" style="background: transparent url(http://cdn.last.fm/widgets/images/en/header/quilt/album_vertical_black.png) no-repeat scroll 0pt -20px; overflow: hidden; display: block; height: 20px; width: 184px; -moz-background-clip: -moz-initial; -moz-background-origin: -moz-initial; -moz-background-inline-policy: -moz-initial; text-decoration: none;"></a></td></tr><tr class="lfmEmbed"><td><lj-embed id="1" /></td></tr><tr class="lfmFoot"><td style="background: transparent url(http://cdn.last.fm/widgets/images/footer_bg/black.png) repeat-x scroll 0pt 50%; -moz-background-clip: -moz-initial; -moz-background-origin: -moz-initial; -moz-background-inline-policy: -moz-initial; text-align: right;"><table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" border="0" style="width: 184px;"><tbody><tr><td class="lfmConfig"><a href="http://www.last.fm/widgets/?url=user%2FHillaryLakkk%2Fpersonal&amp;colour=black&amp;quiltType=album&amp;orient=vertical&amp;height=medium&amp;from=code&amp;widget=quilt" title="Get your own widget" target="_blank" style="background: transparent url(http://cdn.last.fm/widgets/images/en/footer/black.png) no-repeat scroll 0px -20px; overflow: hidden; display: block; width: 85px; height: 20px; float: right; -moz-background-clip: -moz-initial; -moz-background-origin: -moz-initial; -moz-background-inline-policy: -moz-initial; text-decoration: none;"></a></td><td class="lfmView" style="width: 74px;"><a href="http://www.last.fm/user/HillaryLakkk/" title="View HillaryLakkk&#39;s profile" target="_blank" style="background: transparent url(http://cdn.last.fm/widgets/images/en/footer/black.png) no-repeat scroll -85px -20px; overflow: hidden; display: block; width: 74px; height: 20px; -moz-background-clip: -moz-initial; -moz-background-origin: -moz-initial; -moz-background-inline-policy: -moz-initial; text-decoration: none;"></a></td><td class="lfmPopup" style="width: 25px;"><a href="http://www.last.fm/widgets/popup/?url=user%2FHillaryLakkk%2Fpersonal&amp;colour=black&amp;quiltType=album&amp;orient=vertical&amp;height=medium&amp;from=code&amp;widget=quilt&amp;resize=1" title="Load this quilt in a pop up" target="_blank" style="background: transparent url(http://cdn.last.fm/widgets/images/en/footer/black.png) no-repeat scroll -159px -20px; overflow: hidden; display: block; width: 25px; height: 20px; -moz-background-clip: -moz-initial; -moz-background-origin: -moz-initial; -moz-background-inline-policy: -moz-initial; text-decoration: none;"></a></td></tr></tbody></table></td></tr></tbody></table> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hahahillary:2587 2007-08-24T14:14:07Z 2007-08-24T14:20:08Z I went shopping last night. <br />:]<br />I looove to shop.&nbsp; I could basically live in H&amp;M.&nbsp; there was this argyle sweater that I loved, it just wouldn't have looked good on me because it just wouldn't.&nbsp; but I would have loved it. :D<br /><br />I got a bunch of pants because I never ever ever have pants.&nbsp; and yeah.<br /><br />ok. bye. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hahahillary:1643 2007-08-17T12:56:11Z 2007-08-17T13:46:35Z radical face Good morning Moon.<br /><br><br><br /><img src="http://tn3-2.deviantart.com/fs15/300W/i/2007/154/9/c/this_morning_by_ellenoir.jpg"> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hahahillary:739 2007-08-13T14:16:29Z 2007-08-13T15:57:42Z Eisley A couple of nights ago, while hanging out with Nicole and Daniel, Nicole and I laid down on the ground and gazed at the stars.<br />I kind of lay there for a while, thinking to myself about the lights that the stars give off and how they flicker, thinking about how long it took for the light to travel to reach me. <br /> I then started thinking about religion and how people talk about heaven and how its in the clouds, and it's a wonderful place and everything. I kept wondering 'Where's God?' 'Where are all those people that have died?' 'Is heaven the clouds?' 'Can Alyssa see me?' 'Can she hear what I say?' <br /> Now, I'm certainly no believer of the Catholic faith and I don't believe in life after death, but I can see why the religious folk believe in religion, why they believe in a heaven. Death, scares the crap out of me. I know we're all born to die. I'm scared for what comes after our hearts stop beating. I'm afraid of the dark, I'm afraid of no one remembering me, or caring that I have ever lived. This is when I spoke to Nicole and asked her what she thought of death, and she told me how she wants people to be around her as she goes, and not wanting to be alone. I said, I don't care how I go, I just want to make a difference, I want people to remember me, and say ' Oh, I remember Hillary, she did this and that' I don't want to be forgotten and I don't want to leave everyone behind me.<br /> <br /><br /><br /><img alt="" src="http://tn3-1.deviantart.com/fs14/300W/i/2007/111/b/2/must_look_at_the_stars__by_MystiqeGirl.jpg" /><br /><br />I really want to elaborate on this topic, but my thoughts have run dry.<br />What a depressing first post.<br />eh.