Spring

Tue, 11 Mar 2008 19:27:04 GMT

I love love love love love when the snow melts and goes away.

I can't wait for all of the snow to be gone.

i like music

Tue, 04 Sep 2007 19:42:59 GMT

get a last.fm fool.

Shopping! Nice.

Fri, 24 Aug 2007 14:14:07 GMT

I went shopping last night.
:]
I looove to shop. I could basically live in H&M. there was this argyle sweater that I loved, it just wouldn't have looked good on me because it just wouldn't. but I would have loved it. :D

I got a bunch of pants because I never ever ever have pants. and yeah.

ok. bye.

hm.

Fri, 17 Aug 2007 12:56:11 GMT

Good morning Moon.

the Unseen

Mon, 13 Aug 2007 14:16:29 GMT

A couple of nights ago, while hanging out with Nicole and Daniel, Nicole and I laid down on the ground and gazed at the stars.
I kind of lay there for a while, thinking to myself about the lights that the stars give off and how they flicker, thinking about how long it took for the light to travel to reach me.
I then started thinking about religion and how people talk about heaven and how its in the clouds, and it's a wonderful place and everything. I kept wondering 'Where's God?' 'Where are all those people that have died?' 'Is heaven the clouds?' 'Can Alyssa see me?' 'Can she hear what I say?'
Now, I'm certainly no believer of the Catholic faith and I don't believe in life after death, but I can see why the religious folk believe in religion, why they believe in a heaven. Death, scares the crap out of me. I know we're all born to die. I'm scared for what comes after our hearts stop beating. I'm afraid of the dark, I'm afraid of no one remembering me, or caring that I have ever lived. This is when I spoke to Nicole and asked her what she thought of death, and she told me how she wants people to be around her as she goes, and not wanting to be alone. I said, I don't care how I go, I just want to make a difference, I want people to remember me, and say ' Oh, I remember Hillary, she did this and that' I don't want to be forgotten and I don't want to leave everyone behind me.

I really want to elaborate on this topic, but my thoughts have run dry.
What a depressing first post.
eh.

The Equivalent of a daydream

Spring

i like music

Shopping! Nice.

hm.

the Unseen